I really feel like I need to tell you everything. spill my life. but not pick it back up. that would be a task I have tried over and over and it makes me sick. 
I disgust myself. Whenever I try to forget, I see the scars. Scarring my life. Feel like an empty shell of a person, and that empty body is dying, and its killing me. I feel crushed. like I ( Read more... )